what cani chose?

These few weeks I was Emo....
I dunno wat decision I make is ok ..
I feel sad
I feel crazy
I feel down
I feel want have an own life
can I have it?

I hope u can understand me..
I hope u can know me..
I hope we still can be a friend..

I really getting crazy..
I dunno how i want tell u..
I dunno...dunno...
I feel want have my own life...
I want..I want...

I have been few weeks din sleep well..
I have been long time din chat well with u..
I have been long time din have the FEEL on u..
I have been long time no talk to u...

But
I really dunno want how to tell u...