Japan

Japan
My dream country
I will come visit u soon...

I am greatly happy today..
Because i have a Big news!!
That is ....
I can have a Japan Trip soon...!!

Yahooooooooooo
Finally I have a chance to visit my dear father..
My father...
now 45years old..
He has a Look like a Japanese
He is stay at japan more than 10 years...
He is hardworking to earn money for us..

I have been 8 years din meet with my father...
His look that in my memory is Like that...--->?
getting blur......since we never meet within this 8 yrs..
Miss U..

Today, U ask me to prepare passport and make all the preparation for the visa..
I am really happy and feel happiness....
I can have a chance to visit u in Japan...and can have a nice trip at there....

Hope this wont be a problem on me...
Hope I can did well in this preparation to JapAn!!!!

Yeah...Japan....waiting for me....Father, waiting for me too...


1 January 2010 I will come~~~~~yahooooooo....XD

Teardrop

My tears keep to drop..
How much I drop I dunno...
I only know I very sad
Sad
Sad
Sad

I tot i ady No feel on u...
But y i will still keep dropping my tears?
Even now I am dropping my tears..

After discuss our problem with u..
I still cant slp ....
I know U sad
I know U hurt
I know U still concern at me
I know U still LOve me..

Really feel sorry to u...
Sometimes I really cant feel love from U..
Did u know this?
I keep thinking back those sad things...
What u cant gv me...
Y u will always make me Angry..
Y u will always make me Sad..


Did U know?
I am very scared on U?
I am very hate u when u scold ur Family?
I am very angry u when u cant did well on our promises?
I am very angry U when u keep playing ur game?
I am very scared when U use those BIG SOUND to talk to me
Or Scold me with Ur LOudly Voice..

Can u change for me?
CAn u did well on our promises?
Can u control ur temper?
Can u be politely to ur Mom?
Can u dun let me have dissapointed on U..?

Shall we thinking more deep about it?
Let me know ur answer....

what cani chose?

These few weeks I was Emo....
I dunno wat decision I make is ok ..
I feel sad
I feel crazy
I feel down
I feel want have an own life
can I have it?

I hope u can understand me..
I hope u can know me..
I hope we still can be a friend..

I really getting crazy..
I dunno how i want tell u..
I dunno...dunno...
I feel want have my own life...
I want..I want...

I have been few weeks din sleep well..
I have been long time din chat well with u..
I have been long time din have the FEEL on u..
I have been long time no talk to u...

But
I really dunno want how to tell u...

my Memorable Birthday ! 1 of the celebration on my birthday^^

Happy Birthday to U...
Happy Birthday to U..
Happy Birthday to JOsy
Happy Birthday to myself....!!

yeah~~~ I was just pass my 20th birthday on 4th Oct...

I was very enjoyable on this year Birthday ..... I had 5 celebration from all mY friends....Did u believe?? haha.... Hmm...start frm 26th Sept until 4 Oct.....

I really touch at all of the celebration...espectually from my foundation's ex classmate...!! 1st, I want to thanks Karen. Karen: " thanks u a lot...if u tat day got come to our gathering...i sure will give u a KISS !! thus, I was so excited to get ur present....since i saw that is a D.I.Y stuff.... I like D.I.Y stuff......^^"

** this is the video tat we taking at TGI FRIDAY. My friends gv me a surprise to me at there....really touch, and I was nearly cry... 1st time got all the staff from tat restaurant sang birthday song to me, and celebrate birthday v me....!! I was the 1st time stand on the chair in the restaurant...! so many ppl looking at me and even ppl in shopping also looking at me ....Is too paiseh....... ( Im feel pround too..)XD

** ask me to stand on the chair?? LOL...and the cake put so far from me...how i want to blow?? haha

** My face getting red,..... paiseh mah~~

**LOL..... My ugly face..^^

**Denise n me...that drink is Meimei d.. i borrow a while from her..LOL

** yin zai n me....y his mouth always like tat??? haha


** is that cool?????LOL

** Hehe..They looking at me.....coz Im damned paiseh on tat time....They ask me say out my feeling......LOL
** meimei n me...1 year din saw meimei liao.....she have a short hair now ...^^


**mala v me, the present is frm her....is 2 scarfs inside...^^

** LOL......he is Mr.sky~~ Our admire!! haha....see..he so cute..finally i can take photo v him!

** They so scared the cake falling down to my hair...LOL

Hence, really want to thanks again to Denise, Mala, meimei, kokyin, and ken....Although ken is not attend to our gathering, but he got purposely come fetch me, denise, meimei at hang tuah there ...he is from PJ leh......so far he oso came fetch us...!! Thanks a lot....

In this gathering, my ex-lecturer oso came~ Mr, SKY....wow..he is so lengzai right now...haha...guys , were u all agree ? haha And i still remember that he keep looking at me when i eating....haha..make me soooooo malu~~

1 more thing i have to say is......:"Sky was waiting for us 1 hr more, OOooopss..so paiseh,....i forgot isn't i told him 12pm or 1pm....==" sry, sir!!"

**Yeah....our group's photo!! Sky is tall~~!!! lucky, kok yin din beside him..haha~~

After having our lunch...we went to timesquare..we hang out there...Denise bring us go in a Fish Spa shop......^^

We have a lot of Funny there....U all see on the video bah....haha..........



REally thanks to u guys...coz u all gv me a lot of funny...I really miss on Foundation 's time....Have a lot of nice memory from u all.... I cant get this feeling anymore in my degree now.....

So , that's why every time i will cry when i wanna leave u all.....I m lucky because I have U all this kind of friends......!! Muakxxx...!!